I have thirty minutes
This clock is ticking
My pulse is getting weaker
As I stare blankly up at the ceiling
Thoughts of you
Fill my vision
I wish you could see how deeply
Madly in love with you I am
And how much you've hurt me so
My vision is starting to blur
My senses are becoming less attuned
It's almost time
Tears form in my eyes
I think about my very last breath
How soon it will be here
I'm not ready to die
There's so much more I wanted to do
I'd give anything
To just be friends with you again
To see your smile
To hear your laugh
Oh how I long to hear your sweet, wonderful voice
Whispering nothing but love in my ear
To experience the blissful sensation of your fingertips brushing against my skin
Your green eyes melting me into a pool of euphoria
Where did it all go?
Where did you go?
Why did you leave me?
So many questions left unanswered
So many things left unsaid
I'm growing tired now
I'm fighting so hard to keep my eyes open
Though I know it won't do any good
Time is passing by quickly
I had imagined it would go slower
But when I think of you
My days always pass by in a blur
So I will keep thinking of you
I will ignore this pain I feel and think only of you
Will you save me before it's too late?
I hope you do
But I doubt you will
Do you remember me?
Do you remember us?
All the things you said?
All the dreams we had?
Is it really worth ending our friendship over her?
Is it all really worth it?
Why do I ask questions I know you will not answer
Why did I write a journal I know you will not read
You may not answer but I will
I love you
It's as simple as that
I could go on for an eternity telling you why
But all you really need to do is look into my eyes
Look into my eyes
Before it's to