Tug of War

Hm...
Positives, positives what to say
I have pretty porcelain skin
That shines as bright as day
My eyes are a mix of grey, green, gold, and brown
A prism of colour all the way around
My hair is the colour of fire
That glows with bright red flames
My dimples are-

^{Hey! What's your game?
Lets not forget you filthy whore
You've slept with at least a dozen men
And you're bigger than a store
Your stomach and thighs are nothing but fat
Who the hell would wanna get near that?
Covered from head to toe in scars and burns
Face it, you're nothing but a-}

Excuse me, let me finish
As I was saying
My dimples are faint and cute
Onset by my blushing which is ever so acute

^{Blah, blah, blah
No one cares!
You have no friends
And you're always mentally in despair
You're a clingy, needy freak
And you can't keep anyone in your life for more than a week}

But if someone would take the time to get to know me
They would see I have a really great personality

^{Yeah, but why would anyone wanna stay
Since all you're going to do is push them away?}

Yes, I know I'm a handful
But if someone would just give me a chance-

^{NO ONE is going to give you a chance!}

Maybe one day...

^{More like never}

May I-

^{No, you can't you stupid little bitch!
You are fat, ugly, and worthless
People may "tell you" different
But they're laughing at you behind your back
You are needy and impulsive
A suicidal maniac with anger issues
You are a recipe for nothing but disaster
Hardly good company
No one wants you to be happy
Everyone wants you to die
Including me}

But you ARE me!
You're the reason my life is a living hell!
You're the reason I'm miserable and push people away
Why I'm so afraid to get close to anyone

^{No, that's because you're schizophrenic}

Its because you won't leave me alone
You are a constant raincloud over my head
Suppressing my heart like a brick crushing a bug
You cause me to live in agony and fear
Forcing me to wear glasses made of broken mirrors
People don't hate me
They hate YOU

^{But I AM you, remember?
I'm the one who sees the truth
I'm not a lovesick puppy dog
Picking daisies
Wishing on dandelions
Hoping for happiness that will never come
People want you to die}

No, they don't
They want me to be happy
And so do I
All i need to do is get rid of you

^{Yeah, like that's ever going to happen}

We'll see about that